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DEPENDENT

by Joey Lemon

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1.
DEPENDENT I 03:55
DEPENDENT I The moment of creation is private performance: a lap dance, a strip show, I’m drinking bold coffee. She’s hanging with her mom. This type- writer eats holes in the page, like this tongue eats holes in her pussy, like this meth- amphetamine eats holes in her cheeks where whiskey leaks down onto her chin, her neck, her chest necklace. Rotten teeth in the roof of her mouth -- mouth to mouth -- she is dying on the table, on the couch. We dig our own tomb stone epigraph into marbled paper. Her syllables scream into the empty She is the runt that uttered, there, under her mother’s teat: “Eat, eat.” But sour nature turns milk to sour nurture.
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DEPENDENT II 03:20
DEPENDENT II space. My water won’t stop running. It’s running up the bill. It’s running down the back of the bathtub and ruining the neighbor’s ceiling. A Mexican dollar lies on the desk next to mug circles. Misplaced like her lace underwear, cannabis laced with cocaine. She is my best friend’s girlfriend. She’s also my ex- twin sister in law. I’m a living testament to what? Human invention? Is that intervention? I had an interview: I applied for food stamps yesterday. I hope I win big. Hear the typewriter I found her in lace last nite. Rain ran down her face like tears, and maybe she cried later. Maybe later she sang, “I’m no saint! Call me a sinner!” Maybe I tore her clothes to find lice in her hair, then twice whispered, “liar, liar.”
3.
DEPENDENT III ding. Hear the boxing bell in your head. See the bikinied babe with “Round Two” in her hands. Round three, round four and we’re doing shots at the bar. Round five, round six and it’s a knock out, pass out at eight. In high school I wrote a compare and contrast essay where conflicting points of view were personified as boxers. I stopped writing, The fuel flees from the leap- ing flap of a fall leaf. Peaceful: “We be pace in the streets till he peel back the pale blue face.”
4.
DEPENDENT IV 03:36
DEPENDENT IV and I take my boxer for a walk. She barks. A stray cat catnaps on layers of archetypes: she is balled up on a discarded carpet pad, rolled and laid on top of a vertical box spring and mattress, resting next to “J. J. Feather” and his date, “1952,” chiseled into the sidewalk. Inside a boy pounds his fist on the table of an arcade version of Mike Tyson’s Punch Out. “Goddam,” he says, “goddam.” Play a lute tune: a lone loon love song, a lure. Her vine finds a vein where we gather: a true line by which to live.
5.
DEPENDENT V 03:52
DEPENDENT V There is a frenzy. She is leaving her microwave on the curb. She cut the cord. She is afraid because her mother told her about this experiment where microwaved water killed a fish and a plant. She hasn’t cut that cord. Back inside, Lilac petal, coral reef, crib to cubic milk -- we mull the moral; he signs the bill: “Cut that kid’s umbilical cord.”
6.
DEPENDENT VI 02:43
DEPENDENT VI I write a letter addressed to General Electric demanding he pull all microwaves from circulation. Her tongue makes a V down the spine. She seals the center with a kiss like the litter of kittens whose ear tips were bit by the frost. It’s late even- ing: un-veil your navel nest, reveal your salt skin -- vast as a lens sees, hot as an oven -- and let us revel in the nite’s separate soil.

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DEPENDENT contains six original songs: the first songs I have recorded since beginning to more seriously explore written poetry as a form of artistic expression. For this reason alone, I wanted to include a lyric booklet -- something I have not done previously --, but I also wanted to tell the unique story of this album’s conception.

In original form, the lyrics of this album were two six-section poems: the first titled “Microwave” and the second “DEPENDENT.” As poems, I felt that each had irreconcilable flaws. “Microwave” combined an associative meditation with a fragmented narrative. From the start, I felt like it was a throwaway exercise, but my professor at the time told me it contained my “best writing” to date. “DEPENDENT,” on the other hand, was a series of highly edited “anagram exercises.” While I enjoyed completing these “assignments” and felt that the final poem was thematically cohesive and sonically interesting, a different professor gently advised me that “exercises don't always make good poems.”

Unable to reconcile the sense I had for my own writing with the conflicting feedback of my two professors, I sought a new home for these poems. With related themes and an equal number of sections, it only made sense to splice them together. I alternated sections between poems, and, magically, they flowed into and out of each other with an ease I could not have planned. This booklet contains the original text of “Microwave” and “DEPENDENT” in the order the songs appear on the album (by alternating sections).

credits

released October 15, 2013

All engineering, production, mixing, mastering by Joey Lemon. All instruments played by Joey Lemon except keyboard outro on DEPENDENT II and intro on DEPENDENT III by Matt Aufrecht and keyboard solo on DEPENDENT VI by Matt Aufrecht. All songs by Joey Lemon. Thanks to Sam Campbell, Carl Emmons, and Jake Russell for their early critique and guidance.

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Joey Lemon Wichita, Kansas

Joey Lemon is an accomplished musician and Wichita-based studio technician. He also makes music with his band Berry

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